urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sedatednj Wes Wes 2005-11-24T05:21:52Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sedatednj:15967 2005-11-24T05:21:52Z 2005-11-24T05:21:52Z Hey! i don't even know if i still have any friends who will see this. but in case anyone does, i felt the rare inspirtation to tell things. i've decided that ramapo college is not the place for me at all. in fact, school really isn't the place for me at all. i (and everyone else) can think of a bajillion reasons why i should just suck it up and finish, but i'm really just not happy and im not having fun with it. so im stuck in jersey for the time being working and finishing up my last semester. as far as after that goes....its so up in the air it is dying from lack of oxygen. i have a couple fall-to plans of theatre internships or awesome jobs on cruise ships, but if anyone anywhere potentially needs a roommate or an employee or anything and thinks im a good kid, let me know!<br /><br />so i just actually checked to see who is on my friend list here because i haven't touched this in about a year, and i notice all of the people who are, or were (who knows) considered my friends, and how shitty i am in keeping in touch with or talking to them. i'm sorry if that made you sad, i don't mean to be a jerk.....<br /><br />but yea, north jersey is getting lonely. i miss people i like who have left. i miss crazy times. i miss not being in a soley school/work/procrastinate/sleep cycle.<br /><br /><br />love